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And what if

by Ronan Steinbaum

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All of this 02:51
So many faces Engraved in my memory The woman on the bus The gate keeper in the army And what am I to do with all of this An endless parade of objects Marching in front of me Some of us are sick Some are getting better And what am I to do with all of this They come to me at night Wearing different bodies Disturbed nervous existence Tics in my eyes In bed my leg’s kicking So many generations Just to be sitting here In Germany and Russia Day after day after day What am I to do with all of this They are a part of me Of my features and body Disturbed nervous existence Their look in my eyes In bed my leg’s kicking
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And what if 01:52
I’m quiet now Like I haven’t been for months I’m writing now Like I didn’t do for years I’m scared like I have never been And what if I’m looking up Like I haven’t done for months I see the stars And note they still exist Sometimes I know Sometimes it’s so clear And what if I see you now Like I haven’t seen for months I dream a lot Like I didn’t do for years I’m happy as I have ever been And what if
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baby in you belly falafel in mine the things that we said wont change a thing now and how big in his neck how big are the thumbs i wonder if he sleeps on his head or his back and magdalena what are you doing now i like your smile i like your smile oh nick don't get old to quick maybe he'll have your eyes maybe your mouth i'll spend my days sniffing his head and his but its gonna get noisy soon i try to relax i hope he comes out with a manual in his hand and magdalena what are you doing now i like your smile i like your smile oh nick don't get old to quick
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i feel old 02:59
i feel old i am old i remember 1910 when i got off the boat i remember 46 when i hid in my coat i feel young i am young i remember sleeping so deep that i couldn't wake up i remember the smell of the ground when i fell off the bike and here i am patient as rock heavy as the sea smiling like a mountain still as a tree free as the water shining like a cloud steady as a leaf i feel soft am soft i remember fighting so much and now every conflict makes me nauseous a crying baby from the neighbors window makes me wanna cry pick them up and here i am patient as rock heavy as the sea smiling like a mountain still as a tree free as the water shining like a cloud steady as a leaf
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just in case 03:43
i don't need a book just in case on my bed table anymore i don't need you to remember my name just in case any more i don't need the noise just in case to distract me any more i don't need a place i can come back to just in case any more just a step away change a letter move a line and you might find yourself in a different bed with a different life from your sleep you shout at me speak to me speak to me miles away floating on ice don't you know things will happen fast
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Like a baby 04:08
Like a baby fighting so hard Not to fall asleep We are fighting desperately Not to wake up In a dream I stumble And nearly lose my step And I wonder where I would end If I fell down I must remember to love you When you are with me As much as when you’re not So thin the line So subtle time Now you’re here And now you’re gone Like a baby fighting so hard To stand on his feet We are fighting desperately Just to sit down He will grow up become like us Lose his innocence How I hope he don’t need To run all his life
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The river flows I know I know It’s not up to me to which side it runs Seasons change I know I know It’s not up to me to choose their order People move I know I know It’s not for me to tell them how An evening comes an evening goes I know I know just can’t let go The wind blows I know I know It’s not up to me in which direction Birds fly I know I know It’s not up to me to tell them Where it’s hot Feelings grow I know I know It’s not for me To put them in a line The light goes on the light goes off I know I know Just can’t let go

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released June 18, 2013

musical production: Gedy Ronen&Ronan Steinbaum
song written by: Ronan Steinbaum

musicians:
drums:Uriel Sverdin
bass:Shlomi mantsur
electric guitars:Ido goldberg
classic gtr and vocals vocal:Ronan Steinbaum
keyboards and harmony vocals:Gedy Ronen
cello:Eyal yahav

recorded and mixed at epes studios
mix :Guy yafe
mastering:Chris McCormack, Blacklisted Mastering u.k

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Ronan Steinbaum Israel

I was born in Argentina. I grew up in Jerusalem, Israel and partly in a small village in south India.

I started playing the guitar at the age of 12, but my first real attempts to write and compose music were about 10 years after.
My first CD entitled "Ronan Songs" is in Hebrew and was released in Israel on 2004.
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